Have you ever found yourself craving for someone? Like, how you miss that person when he is beside you? How he makes you laugh despite the fact that you are so disappointed and mad at that time? How you find him stupid and like a clown, yet you still find him hot when he's with you..? And before leaving the cinema.. you go to a corner to watch some trailers while hugging eachother.. that I really find so corny.. pero sweet siya? How he passionately kiss you.. na parang laging sabik sayo? Tipong parang whenever you are with him, everything is so perfect.. everything is just like a dream.. and you feel nothing but happiness?
OMG, that is exactly how I feel right now..
How much he cared whenever I am sick, how concern he is.. and stuffs? Argh.. I am craving for him.. haha.. I am really happy na kahit papano we are reaching this stage in our relationship..
Argh.. I keep writing stuffs like this.. pero d ko alam if nasabi ko na ba talaga ang gusto kong sabihin.. parang in every word may kulang..
Like, kahit ganito ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.. siguro tama ang sinabi nya na inside, may doubt pa din ako.. omg.. no one knows what we've been through before talaga..
hindi ko alam.. dahil siguro mashado akong negative sa buhay.. I love him talaga.. I want to fully trust him.. or I think I fully trust him.. pero hindi ata? hindi un ang nakikita niya.. and slowly.. hindi din un ang nakikita ko ngayon..
Natatakot ako..
for so many things.. does anyone even know what I am feeling at this point?
it's time;
9:22 PM
• Aisha
• 19 years old
• I am inlove with someone <3
• Studying at Enderun Colleges,taking up International Hospitality
• I am a calorie freak
• I ♥ taking pictures of me
• I love to eat,eat and EAT!
• I watch ETC nonstop
• I love shopping!
• I love GOD
• Modelling is my passion